Thoughts..
This was one of the best nights in a long while.. drinking&etc since 4pm =) Even though my tolerance has been really weak due to my emotions lately & to my bad eating habits. Best part of this was coming to a realization about my life and how I need to live my life. Life is too short to be unhappy.
I realized the following things:
1) All of the opportunities in the world can’t make a person cheat; it’s a choice.
2) “Never say you’re not good enough, if that person can’t see you for who you are, then they are the ones who aren’t good enough.”
3) “Faking a smile is the most painful lie but the most effective way to hide from all the questions.”
4) ”Friends are those who believes in you when you have ceased to believe in yourself.”
5) I’m worth more than this. So I need to forget what I feel and remember what I deserve.
6) Friendship isn’t about who you’ve known longest, it’s about who came and never left your side
7) I need to slowly build my self-esteem back up.
8) I need to hold off on dating until my emotions and thoughts are clearer.
9) I have a wonderful support system <3
10) I like to pretend that I’m okay because I don’t want to annoy people with my problems.
11) People may not really change - but they can learn and grow successfully if they want to.
12) Never expect an apology from a person who thinks they’re never wrong and blames everyone else for their problems.
13) Never let people get to you. They can only pull the trigger if you hand them the gun.
14) Don’t ever mistake my silence for ignorance, my calmness for acceptance, or my kindness for weakness.
15) I’m not a second option. You either choose me or you lose me.
16) Let the right people into your life, and begin to remove those who are slowing you down.
17) Giving people chances is useless if they refuse to learn from their past mistakes.
18) Cheating on a girl is deeper than people realize. It destroys her outlook on love, her future relationships, and her peace within herself.
19) Sometimes, you end up losing yourself trying to hold on to someone who doesn’t care about losing you.
8) I need to hold off on dating until my emotions and thoughts are clearer.
9) I have a wonderful support system <3
10) I like to pretend that I’m okay because I don’t want to annoy people with my problems.
11) People may not really change - but they can learn and grow successfully if they want to.
12) Never expect an apology from a person who thinks they’re never wrong and blames everyone else for their problems.
13) Never let people get to you. They can only pull the trigger if you hand them the gun.
14) Don’t ever mistake my silence for ignorance, my calmness for acceptance, or my kindness for weakness.
15) I’m not a second option. You either choose me or you lose me.
16) Let the right people into your life, and begin to remove those who are slowing you down.
17) Giving people chances is useless if they refuse to learn from their past mistakes.
18) Cheating on a girl is deeper than people realize. It destroys her outlook on love, her future relationships, and her peace within herself.
19) Sometimes, you end up losing yourself trying to hold on to someone who doesn’t care about losing you.
20) I’ll never be happy when I constantly live your life trying to please other people.
